I guess I'm on Tao Hua Yun.... lol.. dunnoe why leh...
But all is Lan Tao Hua.. hahaha...
He's sick too... Poor thing.. lol..
He's handsome...
I think I'll stay in my old pathway...
I'll wait and see... hehe...
Let's see how long i can last.. whahaha..
Friday, August 25, 2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
22nd August
Went to watch Ghost Game today...
Not very nice leh.. lol..
The front part very nice but later.. kind of weird.. lol.. fall aslp lo.. can see how bad is it rite. fall aslp watching a horror movie? whahaha.
The Ans....
I Dunnoe...
What should i do?
I think my expectation too high...
Not very nice leh.. lol..
The front part very nice but later.. kind of weird.. lol.. fall aslp lo.. can see how bad is it rite. fall aslp watching a horror movie? whahaha.
The Ans....
I Dunnoe...
What should i do?
I think my expectation too high...
Monday, August 21, 2006
21 August
Upset...
So are we still having meeting today...
I came to class at 11 today.. did my PPT by 11.30.. went to eat with Veron till 12.30 and chat with her till 1 plus.. and now.. chating with frenz online.. waiting for faci to come at 2pm... and not sure wat time we will end..
I watching Ghost Game with frenz tml.. therefore i can't watch today!!!
So are we still having meeting today...
I came to class at 11 today.. did my PPT by 11.30.. went to eat with Veron till 12.30 and chat with her till 1 plus.. and now.. chating with frenz online.. waiting for faci to come at 2pm... and not sure wat time we will end..
I watching Ghost Game with frenz tml.. therefore i can't watch today!!!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
20th August
Went to Westside Anglican Church today...
No idea why I go too... maybe i want to find out more abt him...
I'm surprise that i'm able to wake up... Slept at 4 am last night and waking up at 8am? is kind of impossible for me. ya noe? I'm soooo Lazy..
haha... actually i already woke up before Gladys called me.. but i'm lazy to get out of bed.. 8.30am.. i'm still in my bed.. lol. den she msg and i replied her.. n i cannot went back to slp after a few replies to her.. so decided to wake up and go.. whaha..
They did their Welcoming to those who are new to there...
Announcement of First name, that person rise up their hand, n people claps.. Second name, third name and so on.. @ that time i was wondering.. are they going to call up my name as i had filled in the form just now 4 those who are new there... and they DID.. my gosh.. i was so embarrassed.. i dun feel like rising up my hand.. but i got to do it... cos people are waiting for me.. -_-'''
Well..
The speaker... no idea what they call it.. i think he's good...
I'm a listener but i'm not someone who will speak out my mind and ask question... but deep in my heart i'm asking.. what ever it is.. i alway get my ans back.. hehe...
I was quite surprise at the end of the speech... i think if like a few years back i wouldn't be able to accept it.. but now i guess i'm able.. slowly.. we are just Human who are trying to express our feeling out to god...
Dear Lord Jesus,
I believe You are the Son of God. I believe You came to earth 2,000 years ago. I believe you died for me on the cross and shed Your blood for my salvation. I believe you rose from the dead and ascended on high. I believe You are coing back again to earth.
Dear Jesus,
I am a sinner. Forgive my sin. Cleanse me now with Your precious blood. Come into my heart. Save my soul right now. I give you my life. I receive You now as my Savior, my Lord, and my God. I am Yours forever, and I will serve You and follow You the rest of my days. From this moment on, I belong to You only. I no longer belong to this world, nor to the enemy of my soul. I belong to You, and I am born again.
Amen!
At Jurong East..
I was pretty tired.. glad that i didnt went out for movie.. i guess i will slp in cinema. haha..
I saw someone.. hehe.. i was so surprised to see him there... chat for a minutes.. lol..
when i reached home.. i get change.. den go to slp at 4plus till 11 plus.. i'm real tired.. and for the first time i slept so long for a nap.. i really had a good rest.. lol..
I need to go back to slp soon.. haha.. got sch tml.. and i'm still tired.. lol..
No idea why I go too... maybe i want to find out more abt him...
I'm surprise that i'm able to wake up... Slept at 4 am last night and waking up at 8am? is kind of impossible for me. ya noe? I'm soooo Lazy..
haha... actually i already woke up before Gladys called me.. but i'm lazy to get out of bed.. 8.30am.. i'm still in my bed.. lol. den she msg and i replied her.. n i cannot went back to slp after a few replies to her.. so decided to wake up and go.. whaha..
They did their Welcoming to those who are new to there...
Announcement of First name, that person rise up their hand, n people claps.. Second name, third name and so on.. @ that time i was wondering.. are they going to call up my name as i had filled in the form just now 4 those who are new there... and they DID.. my gosh.. i was so embarrassed.. i dun feel like rising up my hand.. but i got to do it... cos people are waiting for me.. -_-'''
Well..
The speaker... no idea what they call it.. i think he's good...
I'm a listener but i'm not someone who will speak out my mind and ask question... but deep in my heart i'm asking.. what ever it is.. i alway get my ans back.. hehe...
I was quite surprise at the end of the speech... i think if like a few years back i wouldn't be able to accept it.. but now i guess i'm able.. slowly.. we are just Human who are trying to express our feeling out to god...
Dear Lord Jesus,
I believe You are the Son of God. I believe You came to earth 2,000 years ago. I believe you died for me on the cross and shed Your blood for my salvation. I believe you rose from the dead and ascended on high. I believe You are coing back again to earth.
Dear Jesus,
I am a sinner. Forgive my sin. Cleanse me now with Your precious blood. Come into my heart. Save my soul right now. I give you my life. I receive You now as my Savior, my Lord, and my God. I am Yours forever, and I will serve You and follow You the rest of my days. From this moment on, I belong to You only. I no longer belong to this world, nor to the enemy of my soul. I belong to You, and I am born again.
Amen!
At Jurong East..
I was pretty tired.. glad that i didnt went out for movie.. i guess i will slp in cinema. haha..
I saw someone.. hehe.. i was so surprised to see him there... chat for a minutes.. lol..
when i reached home.. i get change.. den go to slp at 4plus till 11 plus.. i'm real tired.. and for the first time i slept so long for a nap.. i really had a good rest.. lol..
I need to go back to slp soon.. haha.. got sch tml.. and i'm still tired.. lol..
Saturday, August 19, 2006
19th August
Love is Amazing... It's Spontaneous, it's sudden, it's what you will never think of...
I think i found him.
Realise it only a few days ago.. lol..
Not sure whether if it's going to work out..
I noe he's interested in me, n i'm kind of interested in him too..
Should i give it a try?
He is a person who i never tot would be interested in me, and me never tot we will click so well.
I'm on Diets.. Hope i can do it..
i'm demoralise lo.. cos i can't milk and alot of things i cannot eat.. therefore i think there is higher chance of going on Diets for Real..
whaha
I think i found him.
Realise it only a few days ago.. lol..
Not sure whether if it's going to work out..
I noe he's interested in me, n i'm kind of interested in him too..
Should i give it a try?
He is a person who i never tot would be interested in me, and me never tot we will click so well.
I'm on Diets.. Hope i can do it..
i'm demoralise lo.. cos i can't milk and alot of things i cannot eat.. therefore i think there is higher chance of going on Diets for Real..
whaha
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
hai.. jus knew it..
lol..
i shouldnt have talk so much.. haha..
anyway wat ever it is.. it has been done.. can't be undone. that's it lo.. Let it be..bleh.. that's me..
This is the second time these kind of things happen to me.. there wont be a third time.
Now that i know too well.. that's enough le..
I think i'm pretty wicked. whaha.. i like to do funny things that turns out bad.. lol..
Things that i shouldn't do, i go and do it.. anyway it's good.. so that i know there won't be a third time.. plus it show me the truth...
It just that i never meant to belongs there ba...
whaha.. i just likes to learn and observe things/human... i'm a deep thinker... Not sure when this started i guess is becos of trust...
Just badly miss my frenz out there...
lol..
i shouldnt have talk so much.. haha..
anyway wat ever it is.. it has been done.. can't be undone. that's it lo.. Let it be..bleh.. that's me..
This is the second time these kind of things happen to me.. there wont be a third time.
Now that i know too well.. that's enough le..
I think i'm pretty wicked. whaha.. i like to do funny things that turns out bad.. lol..
Things that i shouldn't do, i go and do it.. anyway it's good.. so that i know there won't be a third time.. plus it show me the truth...
It just that i never meant to belongs there ba...
whaha.. i just likes to learn and observe things/human... i'm a deep thinker... Not sure when this started i guess is becos of trust...
Just badly miss my frenz out there...
16th August 2006
Suddenly... I just felt these...
I'm Missing someone out there.... but i dunnoe who is it..
I think i jus miss the feeling of someone who can be with me alway... who going to be him?
You know the feeling of being able to depend on another...
It's going to be one year soon and it just pasts like dat... Wonder is this really me?
Anyway... Today which is 15th August...
Suppose to have meeting abt the Band Camp.. however.. people put me on aeroplane... they didnt turn up.. Nvm.. that's ok.. But they didnt bother to tell me! Infact I've to call them!! Angry!!! I mean if only you guys tell me earlier i wouldn't even go to sch lo.. I went to sch becos of this meeting! ok.. NVM.. but yest night you guys said ok... what is OK? OK = FYP!!! WTH...
if you guys have FYP den tell me earlier dun wait untill i need to call you guys lo.. Then left only me and aisha.. discuss what.. SHIT ar! if i had brought my phone and my internet connection was fine i might not be this angry.. Wat a FUCKING day is this sia... forgot to bring HP and having prob with internet connection is already quite pek chek le lo.. den.. hai... right now.. i'm ok le la... jus that.. hate that feeling of being lied.. I truely hate Liars!!!
Not sure why, i just hate liars. I hate people who broke their promises. not really promises, as in you tell me you can make it. then when that day come you said you can't make it or wat... i especially hate it! i really really hate it. I mean just be frank la... i dun mind if you tell me before hand that you might have something on or wat... even though i'm last min.. i nv say it's a must to have meeting.. if really most cannot make it there is no point having meeting rite.. hai.. dun talk abt this le.. will only make me think...
after classes went out with aisha to watch movie.. hahaha.. we watch Ant Bully.. very Nice and Funny lo... and very worth it.. haha.. too bad JY dun wan to come out.. SHE DUN WAN TO PICK UP AISHA CALL... whaha.. anyway it was fine la.. hehe.. anyway i guess we enjoyed ourself.. yeah? haha.. we chat alot lo.. JY you miss out this part.. whahaha..
I really miss you guys... when's the last time we went out together? whaha.. ever since we step into Woodlands Campus, we have lost touch le.. Not in the same class anymore also.. haha...
Why everyone Hates themselves??
hum.. there's no point hating yourself.. i mean if you think you aint' good in someway and hated that way you do things or wat... shouldn't you be loving yourself more... so that you won't do stupid thing or so... hum..
i love myself too much that i spoiled myself.. lol.. maybe bcos i dun like the feeling of Regrets. tat makes me do things with thinking.. but most of the times i dun think.. lol.. i did it onli at night.. lol..
I'm Missing someone out there.... but i dunnoe who is it..
I think i jus miss the feeling of someone who can be with me alway... who going to be him?
You know the feeling of being able to depend on another...
It's going to be one year soon and it just pasts like dat... Wonder is this really me?
Anyway... Today which is 15th August...
Suppose to have meeting abt the Band Camp.. however.. people put me on aeroplane... they didnt turn up.. Nvm.. that's ok.. But they didnt bother to tell me! Infact I've to call them!! Angry!!! I mean if only you guys tell me earlier i wouldn't even go to sch lo.. I went to sch becos of this meeting! ok.. NVM.. but yest night you guys said ok... what is OK? OK = FYP!!! WTH...
if you guys have FYP den tell me earlier dun wait untill i need to call you guys lo.. Then left only me and aisha.. discuss what.. SHIT ar! if i had brought my phone and my internet connection was fine i might not be this angry.. Wat a FUCKING day is this sia... forgot to bring HP and having prob with internet connection is already quite pek chek le lo.. den.. hai... right now.. i'm ok le la... jus that.. hate that feeling of being lied.. I truely hate Liars!!!
Not sure why, i just hate liars. I hate people who broke their promises. not really promises, as in you tell me you can make it. then when that day come you said you can't make it or wat... i especially hate it! i really really hate it. I mean just be frank la... i dun mind if you tell me before hand that you might have something on or wat... even though i'm last min.. i nv say it's a must to have meeting.. if really most cannot make it there is no point having meeting rite.. hai.. dun talk abt this le.. will only make me think...
after classes went out with aisha to watch movie.. hahaha.. we watch Ant Bully.. very Nice and Funny lo... and very worth it.. haha.. too bad JY dun wan to come out.. SHE DUN WAN TO PICK UP AISHA CALL... whaha.. anyway it was fine la.. hehe.. anyway i guess we enjoyed ourself.. yeah? haha.. we chat alot lo.. JY you miss out this part.. whahaha..
I really miss you guys... when's the last time we went out together? whaha.. ever since we step into Woodlands Campus, we have lost touch le.. Not in the same class anymore also.. haha...
Why everyone Hates themselves??
hum.. there's no point hating yourself.. i mean if you think you aint' good in someway and hated that way you do things or wat... shouldn't you be loving yourself more... so that you won't do stupid thing or so... hum..
i love myself too much that i spoiled myself.. lol.. maybe bcos i dun like the feeling of Regrets. tat makes me do things with thinking.. but most of the times i dun think.. lol.. i did it onli at night.. lol..
Monday, August 14, 2006
14th August 2006
My Laziness becoming more like a bad habit... and it's becoming worse...
I'm lazy to do everything... not sure why.. jus don't feel like doing it... i guess my ignorance had becoming a habit of laziness..
Wonder what had change me?
I jus wanted to have fun and enjoy myself... asking myself to go sch is jus like killing myself...
Not motivated to go school anymore...
Top 10 Reasons in the Morning I ask myself why i dun wan to go sch!
Reason No. 1 - It's too far
No.2 - Laziness
No.3 - I dun like the modules
No.4 - I've lost interest in Science
No.5 - No motivation to go school
No.6 - Slp late at night
No.7 - Cannot wake up
No.8 - Stubborness
No.9 - I don't care about my Grade!
No.10 - Why should i work so hard for something which i don't intend to cont...
Frenz there... Dun worry about me.. i know very well what is there for me. Dun pressure me... i dun like to work under pressure, i can't work well.
I can only overcome this by myself no other can help.
Let there be fun for me and not stress...
What i need now is time to be alone...
I realise that... ever since yr 2, i'm living with stress everyday. there isn't really one day i can stop thinking about what i need to do next. I'm just too tired...
even when it was weekends i still think abt sch, even when i'm not in sch.. people still come and ask me abt sch.. everyday i'm face with problems regarding sch... that alone can be very stressful... and it's doesn't just stop there... life alone doesn't really lie with school only.. what about my others side of me... i dun even have time for that and i'm face with only more and more problems but not lesser...
I'm human i need rest...
I guess skiping sch is just one of the way for me not to think of sch.. that's why...
I have no one to face to.. becos everyone i tok to will just ask me how's sch... i hate that question. I hate these 'You nv come sch again', 'how many times have you skip?', and so many so many..
oly a few will say... hey let's go out... (that's my sec school frenz)
they will nv nv ask me abt my sch... i really happy when with them.. but sadly i can't alway be with them, as alway the next day i'm having sch..
Other times... i jus talk to myself and start wondering... I'm a deep thinker.. lol.. that's when i started thinking if god really exist.. i chosed not to believe in religious cos i really can't figured it out and i'm not able to accept it yet.
But i know he's there...
Everytime when i face difficulties and have doubt i will ask God... one of my fav question. 'God, do you really exist?' den start asking why this and why that happen...
I feel better each time i ask a question. i've no idea why.. and maybe that makes me believe he exist.. but still accepting a religion is hard for me..
I will nv talk to a frenz regarding this.. it's kind of weird..
Since God was the Creator, he knows me better than anyone. Therefore, i'm able to open up to him...
I'm lazy to do everything... not sure why.. jus don't feel like doing it... i guess my ignorance had becoming a habit of laziness..
Wonder what had change me?
I jus wanted to have fun and enjoy myself... asking myself to go sch is jus like killing myself...
Not motivated to go school anymore...
Top 10 Reasons in the Morning I ask myself why i dun wan to go sch!
Reason No. 1 - It's too far
No.2 - Laziness
No.3 - I dun like the modules
No.4 - I've lost interest in Science
No.5 - No motivation to go school
No.6 - Slp late at night
No.7 - Cannot wake up
No.8 - Stubborness
No.9 - I don't care about my Grade!
No.10 - Why should i work so hard for something which i don't intend to cont...
Frenz there... Dun worry about me.. i know very well what is there for me. Dun pressure me... i dun like to work under pressure, i can't work well.
I can only overcome this by myself no other can help.
Let there be fun for me and not stress...
What i need now is time to be alone...
I realise that... ever since yr 2, i'm living with stress everyday. there isn't really one day i can stop thinking about what i need to do next. I'm just too tired...
even when it was weekends i still think abt sch, even when i'm not in sch.. people still come and ask me abt sch.. everyday i'm face with problems regarding sch... that alone can be very stressful... and it's doesn't just stop there... life alone doesn't really lie with school only.. what about my others side of me... i dun even have time for that and i'm face with only more and more problems but not lesser...
I'm human i need rest...
I guess skiping sch is just one of the way for me not to think of sch.. that's why...
I have no one to face to.. becos everyone i tok to will just ask me how's sch... i hate that question. I hate these 'You nv come sch again', 'how many times have you skip?', and so many so many..
oly a few will say... hey let's go out... (that's my sec school frenz)
they will nv nv ask me abt my sch... i really happy when with them.. but sadly i can't alway be with them, as alway the next day i'm having sch..
Other times... i jus talk to myself and start wondering... I'm a deep thinker.. lol.. that's when i started thinking if god really exist.. i chosed not to believe in religious cos i really can't figured it out and i'm not able to accept it yet.
But i know he's there...
Everytime when i face difficulties and have doubt i will ask God... one of my fav question. 'God, do you really exist?' den start asking why this and why that happen...
I feel better each time i ask a question. i've no idea why.. and maybe that makes me believe he exist.. but still accepting a religion is hard for me..
I will nv talk to a frenz regarding this.. it's kind of weird..
Since God was the Creator, he knows me better than anyone. Therefore, i'm able to open up to him...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
13 August 2006 : 10.45pm
whaha...
i bought a new score just now.. i'm so happy.. got one more books of scores to play le..
the first tin i reach home to do was.. take out my guitar and try it.. and then.. it's below my expectation.. haha.. the pieces is a little too easy and doesn't sound really nice.. anyway.. i'm very happy...
the next books of score i going to buy is 'The Library of Classic for Guitar'.. if i didnt remember wrongly.. it's cost alot!!! but it's worth it as it's quite thick.. hum.. wonder when i can get it.. $63 for that book! i can't wait to get it.. but sadly i got to wait till next month... who can buy it for me?
I forgot my pin no. just now!! when i was buying this book 'Fingerpicking Classical".. i key my pin for three times and i nv got it correct.. so unexpected.. as i nv forget my pin no for my card.. luckily the fourth time i key i got it right.. if not hor.. i cannot buy that book le. hehe..
Missing you...
i bought a new score just now.. i'm so happy.. got one more books of scores to play le..
the first tin i reach home to do was.. take out my guitar and try it.. and then.. it's below my expectation.. haha.. the pieces is a little too easy and doesn't sound really nice.. anyway.. i'm very happy...
the next books of score i going to buy is 'The Library of Classic for Guitar'.. if i didnt remember wrongly.. it's cost alot!!! but it's worth it as it's quite thick.. hum.. wonder when i can get it.. $63 for that book! i can't wait to get it.. but sadly i got to wait till next month... who can buy it for me?
I forgot my pin no. just now!! when i was buying this book 'Fingerpicking Classical".. i key my pin for three times and i nv got it correct.. so unexpected.. as i nv forget my pin no for my card.. luckily the fourth time i key i got it right.. if not hor.. i cannot buy that book le. hehe..
Missing you...
13rd Aug 2007 : 12.15am
From 7pm since i reach home, i feel like slping.. but untill now i'm not slping yet.. was watching Naruto since i reached home till now lo..
anyway.. i cried when i was watching it.. lol.. i think i too emotional le.. lol..
hum... Daniel, Sherline, + dunnoe hu went out today with Pei Xuan and Stanley.. but i didnt go.. I spent too much too much within the last few days and didnt feel like going out to spent.
I know myself too well.. i couldn't control myself.. i do what my mind wants. even if i wan to control it's hard for me to resist when it's infront of me... therefore i dun wan to go out. i knew i sure spent without knowing what i spent on.
Furthermore, my birthday coming up. if i really spent like my old self... then i can forget about this yr birthday le...
I'm one who couldn't even control myself needless to say abt my frenz to help control me...
I'm getting worse.. perhap too tired trying to go against my own wills.. so just let it be.. what ever it is.. as long as it's not within the failing.. i'm alright...
I'm quite stress up with many things.. hai.. so sian..
i feel like.. i'm kind of hack care abt everything ard me.. sch and band...
Will i be like this sem when the new term start? let's see what i can change for myself..
I'm still looking for people to interview for my PP. I found one actually but then the person is not in Singapore.. hai..
My FYP... hai..
Anyway all this i think i still can cope with it... but then.. regarding my family problems... is much much worse... Now i'm just wishing that this last few months past quickily so that the problem will be solve.. I'm very scare the day will come... Pls don't..
Pls Let me Endure for 4 more months... I will be glad...
Friday Night...
it's all started with Wei Lun taking my shoe away and exchanging it with me.. stupid.. His shoe size is like 10 and mine like 7... i have no idea how he manage to size his feet in la.. anyway it looks weird on me.. with one feet big and one small.. crap la.. and he didnt wan to change back.. hum.. i'm so glad when he said let's change back my feet hurting.. whahaha.. huo gai..
before we left RP.. was outside Music Storage room.. Jing wen wanted to try out my shoe size. so i took out my shoe and let her try. while i was wearing back my shoe.. THIS SAM!!! come from my back and stole my shoe!! den.. it's ok.. but he threw it to Yu Zhuang and YZ actually walk to in front of 7-11.. WTH.. lol.. Stupid SAM n YU ZHUANG.. who made me walked with one feet without shoe and one feet with Wei Lun shoe to 7-11.. you guys going to get it one day.. whahaha. my shoe really so nice to play ma? or is it me really nice to bully?.. lol.. so mean!
Right after guitar we headed to city hall to watch fireworks... reach there JIT.. lol.. but couldn't get a good view of the fireworks.. after the fireworks finish... headed to golden mile market to eat.. took a bus there.. but before that.. as we were walking to the bus stop.. i was messaging.. so didnt actually see there is someone in front of me.. then my cheek hit a cute baby head.. i very scare he cry lo.. lucky he didn't.. den i sa yang him.. whaha.. so ka wa yi.. lol.. btw he's not a baby la.. abt 2 yrs old ba..
i wan to slp le.. nite..
anyway.. i cried when i was watching it.. lol.. i think i too emotional le.. lol..
hum... Daniel, Sherline, + dunnoe hu went out today with Pei Xuan and Stanley.. but i didnt go.. I spent too much too much within the last few days and didnt feel like going out to spent.
I know myself too well.. i couldn't control myself.. i do what my mind wants. even if i wan to control it's hard for me to resist when it's infront of me... therefore i dun wan to go out. i knew i sure spent without knowing what i spent on.
Furthermore, my birthday coming up. if i really spent like my old self... then i can forget about this yr birthday le...
I'm one who couldn't even control myself needless to say abt my frenz to help control me...
I'm getting worse.. perhap too tired trying to go against my own wills.. so just let it be.. what ever it is.. as long as it's not within the failing.. i'm alright...
I'm quite stress up with many things.. hai.. so sian..
i feel like.. i'm kind of hack care abt everything ard me.. sch and band...
Will i be like this sem when the new term start? let's see what i can change for myself..
I'm still looking for people to interview for my PP. I found one actually but then the person is not in Singapore.. hai..
My FYP... hai..
Anyway all this i think i still can cope with it... but then.. regarding my family problems... is much much worse... Now i'm just wishing that this last few months past quickily so that the problem will be solve.. I'm very scare the day will come... Pls don't..
Pls Let me Endure for 4 more months... I will be glad...
Friday Night...
it's all started with Wei Lun taking my shoe away and exchanging it with me.. stupid.. His shoe size is like 10 and mine like 7... i have no idea how he manage to size his feet in la.. anyway it looks weird on me.. with one feet big and one small.. crap la.. and he didnt wan to change back.. hum.. i'm so glad when he said let's change back my feet hurting.. whahaha.. huo gai..
before we left RP.. was outside Music Storage room.. Jing wen wanted to try out my shoe size. so i took out my shoe and let her try. while i was wearing back my shoe.. THIS SAM!!! come from my back and stole my shoe!! den.. it's ok.. but he threw it to Yu Zhuang and YZ actually walk to in front of 7-11.. WTH.. lol.. Stupid SAM n YU ZHUANG.. who made me walked with one feet without shoe and one feet with Wei Lun shoe to 7-11.. you guys going to get it one day.. whahaha. my shoe really so nice to play ma? or is it me really nice to bully?.. lol.. so mean!
Right after guitar we headed to city hall to watch fireworks... reach there JIT.. lol.. but couldn't get a good view of the fireworks.. after the fireworks finish... headed to golden mile market to eat.. took a bus there.. but before that.. as we were walking to the bus stop.. i was messaging.. so didnt actually see there is someone in front of me.. then my cheek hit a cute baby head.. i very scare he cry lo.. lucky he didn't.. den i sa yang him.. whaha.. so ka wa yi.. lol.. btw he's not a baby la.. abt 2 yrs old ba..
i wan to slp le.. nite..
Thursday, August 03, 2006
3rd August
sian..
jus finish 3rd meeting.. was actually studying for my Proteomics UT.. den...
people are unforgiving.. wanting every thing for their own goods... why can't they see a bigger picture in it..
I dun understand..
jus finish 3rd meeting.. was actually studying for my Proteomics UT.. den...
people are unforgiving.. wanting every thing for their own goods... why can't they see a bigger picture in it..
I dun understand..
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
eeerrrrrrrrrrr........
my hair is still standing up.. disgusted by pictures of body piercing.. couldn't withstand the craziness of the people piercing everywhere they could.. my god.. it's the first time i see it.. gosh... now i couldn't even take in a cup of drink.. i think it just make me puke..
anyway... the reason why i saw those pictures because i'm searching for whether tragus is made of bone or catilage.. then got this body piercing website.. haha
and the reason i'm searching for tragus is because i went to pierce my tragus today.. with elaine psyching me to pierce.. haha.. cos she wanted to pierce as well.. whaha...
show u guys


my hair is still standing up.. disgusted by pictures of body piercing.. couldn't withstand the craziness of the people piercing everywhere they could.. my god.. it's the first time i see it.. gosh... now i couldn't even take in a cup of drink.. i think it just make me puke..
anyway... the reason why i saw those pictures because i'm searching for whether tragus is made of bone or catilage.. then got this body piercing website.. haha
and the reason i'm searching for tragus is because i went to pierce my tragus today.. with elaine psyching me to pierce.. haha.. cos she wanted to pierce as well.. whaha...
show u guys
n my hand is recovering.. hehe...


Monday, July 31, 2006
Complicated...
Right after the msg... i saw tat msg... was it implying to me?
if it was me.. i'm really upset by ur words... do i really make a big hoo ha in ur life? tot i was just playing a nobody in ur life, dat you dun have to make such a big impact on jus a msg that cares...
i am neither angry nor sad, but just confused by your words.. i dun understand...
Maybe i already knew something was not right.. but then.. i tot it was just me imaging too much...
Hope i was wrong...
I gonna pretend that i didnt see it... n i'm not going to step up to u again.. cos i'm afraid n i dun wan to make it worse...
Jus wish that.. when the next time i see, the words are taken away...
Hope that...
it was jus becos you were angry and didnt really mean it.
e msg is not meant for me to see.
it jus like words on the sand, will be wash away by waves of the sea.
we going to remain as good frenz n forget abt this.
if it was me.. i'm really upset by ur words... do i really make a big hoo ha in ur life? tot i was just playing a nobody in ur life, dat you dun have to make such a big impact on jus a msg that cares...
i am neither angry nor sad, but just confused by your words.. i dun understand...
Maybe i already knew something was not right.. but then.. i tot it was just me imaging too much...
Hope i was wrong...
I gonna pretend that i didnt see it... n i'm not going to step up to u again.. cos i'm afraid n i dun wan to make it worse...
Jus wish that.. when the next time i see, the words are taken away...
Hope that...
it was jus becos you were angry and didnt really mean it.
e msg is not meant for me to see.
it jus like words on the sand, will be wash away by waves of the sea.
we going to remain as good frenz n forget abt this.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Purpose of Life
Ever wonder... why are we here for? who decide the friends around us? Out of the universe why there is a difference in country, and why do people born only at that country.. i have too many doubts on god... though i'm not a believer, but i believe in its theory.. where it really teaches you how to deals with life and people.. however.. there are still statements which i dun really agree on... perhaps its because god meant the other way but the people interpreted it wrongly... as time goes by, the true meaning of the statement lost its way...
there is this statement which i really like...
"if you want your life to have impact, focus it! Stop dabbing. stop trying to do it all. do less. prune away even good activities and do only that which matters most. Never confuse activity with productivity. You can be busy without a purpose, but what's the point? "
Most of the time, it does helps you get better when you throw away those thing that you don't really need it. Do what you should instead.. So that you can "Focus" on lesser stuff and creating a greater success..
Life though is short term, but its enough to do all the things we need and some extra time to do the things you want. as long as you plan and figure what's more important..
But why are we here on earth for... Many are searching for the answer.. was it because of what we did in the past? here for suffering, helping others or to have a better future.. i can't think of others...
Anyway.. what i am trying to say here is that... we will alway find this statement familiar... "even before we are born, god has plan everything for us". I dunnoe how true is this... but it definitely explained why people behave this way and why we are being in a different status and many many others things...
Often i ask myself, so... if god really plan everything for us. how does he really judge what kind of life you should take... again.. it came back to.. does he judge base on what we had done before.. so even after our death.. he accumulate the good and bad deeds... we will be sent to hell or heaven.. so what if we go to heaven.. and what if we go to hell.. do we come back to earth again..
So.. god created adam and eve... how did two people produced millions of people.. in that case.. all of us are related to each other?
Actually i really think that i've learnt alot from all sort of religion, they teaches good things, that help me overcome many problems with people... though i am not a believer in god, their purpose is the same, for the good sake of human beings..
frankly speaking.. i am not a religion bais person.. what i feel is that they are all the same.. all of them are for the good of people.. but why do we alway have to differentiate ourselves?
From all these that i know, learning to forgive one is very important and it is very difficult... how many time or how long in your life you will meet the same person again... i think it will be less den five time that you will be able to work with the same person, or be with your friends... and it's definitely a few years long for a friends to stay very close together... why not try to forgive that person and move on... there is actually no point holding on to it as life is short... you don't forgive now.. you might never have a chance to forgive again.. as it will be too late.. by that time you might be thinking of regreting not being able to forgive...
When i have came to realise about forgiving and being able to do that.. i cherish my friends alot more... How long can a friendship last.. you will never know... it is something which you cannot control... so let go of the unwanted, and bring in the needs..
I wanted myself to be able to understand and does the right thing at the right time... Attaining to be a person with great personality... Till now.. i still don't understand why people with very bad personality exist.. I am still unsure of my personality.. i think i am not that great yet.. no one is perfect.. there's a person i really hold high respect of regarding this...
Today went to library to borrow a book...
"The Purpose of Driven Life"
It's really interesting... i really like it.. hehe..
I am still wondering... if god really plan our life for us... den.. all the things has been predicted such as not going for lesson, and so on.. so do we still just follow..
God is testing us..
When god is testing us, he gave us endurance as well...
there is this statement which i really like...
"if you want your life to have impact, focus it! Stop dabbing. stop trying to do it all. do less. prune away even good activities and do only that which matters most. Never confuse activity with productivity. You can be busy without a purpose, but what's the point? "
Most of the time, it does helps you get better when you throw away those thing that you don't really need it. Do what you should instead.. So that you can "Focus" on lesser stuff and creating a greater success..
Life though is short term, but its enough to do all the things we need and some extra time to do the things you want. as long as you plan and figure what's more important..
But why are we here on earth for... Many are searching for the answer.. was it because of what we did in the past? here for suffering, helping others or to have a better future.. i can't think of others...
Anyway.. what i am trying to say here is that... we will alway find this statement familiar... "even before we are born, god has plan everything for us". I dunnoe how true is this... but it definitely explained why people behave this way and why we are being in a different status and many many others things...
Often i ask myself, so... if god really plan everything for us. how does he really judge what kind of life you should take... again.. it came back to.. does he judge base on what we had done before.. so even after our death.. he accumulate the good and bad deeds... we will be sent to hell or heaven.. so what if we go to heaven.. and what if we go to hell.. do we come back to earth again..
So.. god created adam and eve... how did two people produced millions of people.. in that case.. all of us are related to each other?
Actually i really think that i've learnt alot from all sort of religion, they teaches good things, that help me overcome many problems with people... though i am not a believer in god, their purpose is the same, for the good sake of human beings..
frankly speaking.. i am not a religion bais person.. what i feel is that they are all the same.. all of them are for the good of people.. but why do we alway have to differentiate ourselves?
From all these that i know, learning to forgive one is very important and it is very difficult... how many time or how long in your life you will meet the same person again... i think it will be less den five time that you will be able to work with the same person, or be with your friends... and it's definitely a few years long for a friends to stay very close together... why not try to forgive that person and move on... there is actually no point holding on to it as life is short... you don't forgive now.. you might never have a chance to forgive again.. as it will be too late.. by that time you might be thinking of regreting not being able to forgive...
When i have came to realise about forgiving and being able to do that.. i cherish my friends alot more... How long can a friendship last.. you will never know... it is something which you cannot control... so let go of the unwanted, and bring in the needs..
I wanted myself to be able to understand and does the right thing at the right time... Attaining to be a person with great personality... Till now.. i still don't understand why people with very bad personality exist.. I am still unsure of my personality.. i think i am not that great yet.. no one is perfect.. there's a person i really hold high respect of regarding this...
Today went to library to borrow a book...
"The Purpose of Driven Life"
It's really interesting... i really like it.. hehe..
I am still wondering... if god really plan our life for us... den.. all the things has been predicted such as not going for lesson, and so on.. so do we still just follow..
God is testing us..
When god is testing us, he gave us endurance as well...
MooornNing!!!
hehe..
Realise Naruto is not as nice as One Piece... maybe because it is only the starting...
One Piece is more lame and funny... Naruto.. seems to be erm.. more of serious stuff.. not sure how to explain..
now watch one piece till 272 episod le... den have to wait a week for the next episode to come up.. hai.. dunnoe when it will end lo.. lol..
currently watch naruto till 20 ++ only.. another 25 episode still downloading.. hehe.. not very tempting to make me want to watch..
hehe..
Realise Naruto is not as nice as One Piece... maybe because it is only the starting...
One Piece is more lame and funny... Naruto.. seems to be erm.. more of serious stuff.. not sure how to explain..
now watch one piece till 272 episod le... den have to wait a week for the next episode to come up.. hai.. dunnoe when it will end lo.. lol..
currently watch naruto till 20 ++ only.. another 25 episode still downloading.. hehe.. not very tempting to make me want to watch..
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
quite angry with mita actually... i think i really hate her lo.. whahaha..
went to sch to do lab actually... suppose to meet mita to do lab work.. yest she said she will be free untill five.. however it's a different thing today... we came to realise after we reach sch that she only sent email in the morning saying she is not free.. i think it's not fair to us lo.. who will check mail on a wednesday morning... furthermore she has already confirm with us that she can make it.. what the hell lo.. even if she's not free, she didnt even bother to book lab for us.. rubbish la.. luckily we met kelvin.. den he kind of stay back awhile la.. haha.. think he quite suay too lo..
One hr of journey to school for half an hour of lab and came to realise this.. who will not be angry.. i think she's irresponsible lo.. hai.. i nv really dislike a fac.. but i think i really can't stand this lo.. lol..
after lab.. went to cwp... for my dinner cum lunch.. whaha..
elaine actually wanted to pierce her inner ear, and actually asked my to pierce.. actually i really dun mind. hehe.. but den.. scared ugly and so.. haha..
anyway.. we went to a shop.. dunnoe which shop la.. den we saw a keychain where it indicate the 'personality' of the person born on the date.. while she read hers first.. den looking for mine.. whaha.. when she saw me reading at some other date.. she suddenly asked "zai can shui de!".. gave me a shock and she's kind of curious la.. so funny.. so she guessed "....." but it's not the right person.. whahah.. i told her in the end la.. lol..
went to sch to do lab actually... suppose to meet mita to do lab work.. yest she said she will be free untill five.. however it's a different thing today... we came to realise after we reach sch that she only sent email in the morning saying she is not free.. i think it's not fair to us lo.. who will check mail on a wednesday morning... furthermore she has already confirm with us that she can make it.. what the hell lo.. even if she's not free, she didnt even bother to book lab for us.. rubbish la.. luckily we met kelvin.. den he kind of stay back awhile la.. haha.. think he quite suay too lo..
One hr of journey to school for half an hour of lab and came to realise this.. who will not be angry.. i think she's irresponsible lo.. hai.. i nv really dislike a fac.. but i think i really can't stand this lo.. lol..
after lab.. went to cwp... for my dinner cum lunch.. whaha..
elaine actually wanted to pierce her inner ear, and actually asked my to pierce.. actually i really dun mind. hehe.. but den.. scared ugly and so.. haha..
anyway.. we went to a shop.. dunnoe which shop la.. den we saw a keychain where it indicate the 'personality' of the person born on the date.. while she read hers first.. den looking for mine.. whaha.. when she saw me reading at some other date.. she suddenly asked "zai can shui de!".. gave me a shock and she's kind of curious la.. so funny.. so she guessed "....." but it's not the right person.. whahah.. i told her in the end la.. lol..
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
something bothering me...
bother by my family problem again...
wonder why world is so unfair... most people r at the middle line, while i am slightly below there.
though i am glad in the condition that i am in. however, it not at all satisfactory... wonder why this is happening.. i dun really like to blame on others, i believe it is not their fault... jus heaven is making fun of us.. i had happily gone though 2 yrs + of surviving, why god just can't endure for another few more months..
was it really this fun? making people life really difficult at this point of time...
wat the hell is this thing that's making people goes though so much of suffering to get it... making people minds goes wild, and all the troubles its create...
i dun understand at all.. n i dun like it...
this thing which is so uncontrollable for me.. i couldn't believe with what i had done...
wonder why world is so unfair... most people r at the middle line, while i am slightly below there.
though i am glad in the condition that i am in. however, it not at all satisfactory... wonder why this is happening.. i dun really like to blame on others, i believe it is not their fault... jus heaven is making fun of us.. i had happily gone though 2 yrs + of surviving, why god just can't endure for another few more months..
was it really this fun? making people life really difficult at this point of time...
wat the hell is this thing that's making people goes though so much of suffering to get it... making people minds goes wild, and all the troubles its create...
i dun understand at all.. n i dun like it...
this thing which is so uncontrollable for me.. i couldn't believe with what i had done...
Friday, July 21, 2006
21st Jul 06
Bleh... today meet ying ying in the morning, both of us were late for sch... lol.. den we didnt attend sch, as she didnt really like to be late for lesson. so we went to keep our bag at woodlands library locker. haha den took bus to woodlands market to have breakfast.. haha.. after dat went to CWP walk around for awhile, den go back to sch... slack in the library, watch anime and wait for time to pass as i have guitar later..
i burned my hand this morning when i was ironing my clothes.. hai.. so careless... pain... the scar had turned black now..
tired.. wan to slp le..
i burned my hand this morning when i was ironing my clothes.. hai.. so careless... pain... the scar had turned black now..
tired.. wan to slp le..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
hum....
listening to music.. feel like going to KTV with frenz.. haha.. anyway i'm nt a good singer.. alway go KTV listen to people sing nia.. hehe.. cos i like listening to others sing.. whahaha..
anyway.. i'm under stress from home, to sch, to work... why? why, why.. haha.. there's too many answer to it...
N' people! dun interfer with my life by asking me question abt how's work, sch, and whatever that you wan to ask regarding my life.. cos my life isn't for you to understand. unless you are one of my close frenz who i can truely trust and talk with... haha.. cos i dun like redundant chat (do that only to new frenz)...
In poly, out of so many frenz, there're only few who i can really chat with.. lol... i think you guys know who you are.. hehe.. maybe you don't haha anyway i'm nt going to say cos those things are suppose to be felt by heart.. haha.. ops.. i think i'm quite les.. lol..
I should go study for LM UT le.. hai.. i nv come for three lesson lo.. how to do UT!!! am i going to crap again.. I had crapped thru 2 of my 3rd UT wor.. i nv expect i'm such a crapper.. haha.. i'm jus using my common sense to crap.. so it's not that bad la.. crap which contain knowledge.. yeah? haha
i'm thinking... are you?
listening to music.. feel like going to KTV with frenz.. haha.. anyway i'm nt a good singer.. alway go KTV listen to people sing nia.. hehe.. cos i like listening to others sing.. whahaha..
anyway.. i'm under stress from home, to sch, to work... why? why, why.. haha.. there's too many answer to it...
N' people! dun interfer with my life by asking me question abt how's work, sch, and whatever that you wan to ask regarding my life.. cos my life isn't for you to understand. unless you are one of my close frenz who i can truely trust and talk with... haha.. cos i dun like redundant chat (do that only to new frenz)...
In poly, out of so many frenz, there're only few who i can really chat with.. lol... i think you guys know who you are.. hehe.. maybe you don't haha anyway i'm nt going to say cos those things are suppose to be felt by heart.. haha.. ops.. i think i'm quite les.. lol..
I should go study for LM UT le.. hai.. i nv come for three lesson lo.. how to do UT!!! am i going to crap again.. I had crapped thru 2 of my 3rd UT wor.. i nv expect i'm such a crapper.. haha.. i'm jus using my common sense to crap.. so it's not that bad la.. crap which contain knowledge.. yeah? haha
i'm thinking... are you?
Thursday, July 13, 2006
did this during 3rd meeting....
| Your Personality Is Like Marijuana |
![]() You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly. |
| People Envy Your Confidence |
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What Do People Envy About You?
| Your True Love Is a Cancer |
![]() Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. |
What Sign Is Your True Love?
| Your Observation Skills Get A C- |
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How Observant Are You?
| You are Agnostic |
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| You are 80% Capricorn |
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| You Belong in 1966 |
If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! |
| How You Are In Love |
![]() You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| You Are 47% Selfish |
![]() You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it! |
| Your Luck Quotient: 70% |
![]() You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. |
| Your Monster Profile |
![]() Insane Worm You Feast On: M&Ms You Lurk Around In: Shopping Malls You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies |
| You Are 72% Lady |
![]() Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners. But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette |
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