16th August 2006

Suddenly... I just felt these...

I'm Missing someone out there.... but i dunnoe who is it..
I think i jus miss the feeling of someone who can be with me alway... who going to be him?
You know the feeling of being able to depend on another...

It's going to be one year soon and it just pasts like dat... Wonder is this really me?



Anyway... Today which is 15th August...
Suppose to have meeting abt the Band Camp.. however.. people put me on aeroplane... they didnt turn up.. Nvm.. that's ok.. But they didnt bother to tell me! Infact I've to call them!! Angry!!! I mean if only you guys tell me earlier i wouldn't even go to sch lo.. I went to sch becos of this meeting! ok.. NVM.. but yest night you guys said ok... what is OK? OK = FYP!!! WTH...
if you guys have FYP den tell me earlier dun wait untill i need to call you guys lo.. Then left only me and aisha.. discuss what.. SHIT ar! if i had brought my phone and my internet connection was fine i might not be this angry.. Wat a FUCKING day is this sia... forgot to bring HP and having prob with internet connection is already quite pek chek le lo.. den.. hai... right now.. i'm ok le la... jus that.. hate that feeling of being lied.. I truely hate Liars!!!
Not sure why, i just hate liars. I hate people who broke their promises. not really promises, as in you tell me you can make it. then when that day come you said you can't make it or wat... i especially hate it! i really really hate it. I mean just be frank la... i dun mind if you tell me before hand that you might have something on or wat... even though i'm last min.. i nv say it's a must to have meeting.. if really most cannot make it there is no point having meeting rite.. hai.. dun talk abt this le.. will only make me think...

after classes went out with aisha to watch movie.. hahaha.. we watch Ant Bully.. very Nice and Funny lo... and very worth it.. haha.. too bad JY dun wan to come out.. SHE DUN WAN TO PICK UP AISHA CALL... whaha.. anyway it was fine la.. hehe.. anyway i guess we enjoyed ourself.. yeah? haha.. we chat alot lo.. JY you miss out this part.. whahaha..

I really miss you guys... when's the last time we went out together? whaha.. ever since we step into Woodlands Campus, we have lost touch le.. Not in the same class anymore also.. haha...

Why everyone Hates themselves??
hum.. there's no point hating yourself.. i mean if you think you aint' good in someway and hated that way you do things or wat... shouldn't you be loving yourself more... so that you won't do stupid thing or so... hum..

i love myself too much that i spoiled myself.. lol.. maybe bcos i dun like the feeling of Regrets. tat makes me do things with thinking.. but most of the times i dun think.. lol.. i did it onli at night.. lol..