13rd Aug 2007 : 12.15am

From 7pm since i reach home, i feel like slping.. but untill now i'm not slping yet.. was watching Naruto since i reached home till now lo..
anyway.. i cried when i was watching it.. lol.. i think i too emotional le.. lol..

hum... Daniel, Sherline, + dunnoe hu went out today with Pei Xuan and Stanley.. but i didnt go.. I spent too much too much within the last few days and didnt feel like going out to spent.

I know myself too well.. i couldn't control myself.. i do what my mind wants. even if i wan to control it's hard for me to resist when it's infront of me... therefore i dun wan to go out. i knew i sure spent without knowing what i spent on.

Furthermore, my birthday coming up. if i really spent like my old self... then i can forget about this yr birthday le...

I'm one who couldn't even control myself needless to say abt my frenz to help control me...
I'm getting worse.. perhap too tired trying to go against my own wills.. so just let it be.. what ever it is.. as long as it's not within the failing.. i'm alright...

I'm quite stress up with many things.. hai.. so sian..

i feel like.. i'm kind of hack care abt everything ard me.. sch and band...

Will i be like this sem when the new term start? let's see what i can change for myself..

I'm still looking for people to interview for my PP. I found one actually but then the person is not in Singapore.. hai..

My FYP... hai..

Anyway all this i think i still can cope with it... but then.. regarding my family problems... is much much worse... Now i'm just wishing that this last few months past quickily so that the problem will be solve.. I'm very scare the day will come... Pls don't..

Pls Let me Endure for 4 more months... I will be glad...


Friday Night...
it's all started with Wei Lun taking my shoe away and exchanging it with me.. stupid.. His shoe size is like 10 and mine like 7... i have no idea how he manage to size his feet in la.. anyway it looks weird on me.. with one feet big and one small.. crap la.. and he didnt wan to change back.. hum.. i'm so glad when he said let's change back my feet hurting.. whahaha.. huo gai..

before we left RP.. was outside Music Storage room.. Jing wen wanted to try out my shoe size. so i took out my shoe and let her try. while i was wearing back my shoe.. THIS SAM!!! come from my back and stole my shoe!! den.. it's ok.. but he threw it to Yu Zhuang and YZ actually walk to in front of 7-11.. WTH.. lol.. Stupid SAM n YU ZHUANG.. who made me walked with one feet without shoe and one feet with Wei Lun shoe to 7-11.. you guys going to get it one day.. whahaha. my shoe really so nice to play ma? or is it me really nice to bully?.. lol.. so mean!

Right after guitar we headed to city hall to watch fireworks... reach there JIT.. lol.. but couldn't get a good view of the fireworks.. after the fireworks finish... headed to golden mile market to eat.. took a bus there.. but before that.. as we were walking to the bus stop.. i was messaging.. so didnt actually see there is someone in front of me.. then my cheek hit a cute baby head.. i very scare he cry lo.. lucky he didn't.. den i sa yang him.. whaha.. so ka wa yi.. lol.. btw he's not a baby la.. abt 2 yrs old ba..

i wan to slp le.. nite..