I got a call for an interview... was pretty shocked actually. It's from AIA, application for an Personal Assistant.. i'm not sure whether this job suit me and I was pretty afraid that i didnt like it.. I really not sure wat i want to be.. so confuse..
I'm pretty sure that i didnt want to further study on a full time basis.

i came to sch at 11 plus am... haha.. cos i dun wan to go for lab session as i'm also lazy to bring lab coat..

The word 'Fats' is coming into my mind... i'm getting fatter and fatter... could no longer stand myself in this way... controlling my temptation on food.. and after graduation i'm going to gym for workout.. i think stress make me keep eating, instead of losing weight... Last time also...

All good foods are unhealthy to health, they are alway oily, and full of proteins. These proteins which unuse become ur fats, adding on to the oil that we ate it become too much for the body to burn away the fats. accumulating more and more fats each day, so i cant go on like this... so if to eat those food, i got to think of way to burn away the excess fats...

longing for the lost love... wonder which was it?
the love which is self center is reducing... while for the other might have increased... no idea... but i'm still longing for both...

to trust is to obey, to love is to fear, to seek is to be hungry, and experiences increase faith.
Wat else more?

Seen or unseen? the eyes does not see the unseen, the ears does not hear the unheard, the mouth speak the untruth.

The world is full of lies...

What you know might not be the truth, the heart might not know, the eyes might not see, the ear might not listen, the mouth might not speak the truth, the brain deceive by the eyes and the ears.

Dunnoe wat am i thinking...

i kept having nightmares recently... Doesnt feel good abt it.. i guess it just isnt a dream dat simple... or probable i'm disturb by something as in keep thinking about something but dunnoe wat is it.. everytime woke up by my dream and it was pretty scary... today i dreamt about haunted house, my frenz and i went to the haunted house and there was 2 other grps of people going there... anyway it really horrible la..

Today woke up... somebody came to my house.. which isnt any good sign at all... affected by all this things... couldnt stop thinking abt it... and not sure wat to do... n it kind of affect my next step.. whether to go on study or not.. i'm very tired..

I noe that it will be very tough for me if i'm going on to study, not the study part.. i shouldnt just think abt myself... but if i'm doing it for my family it's contradicting too...

i'm really lost... i can only wait for God's reply...

Yosh!

Very long nv update blog le.. haha..

My parent want to move house again... sian.. anyway i dun really like my this house but i do like the place.. so it's so near town and mrt is so near.. dun feel like moving.. but no choice parent wan to move wat to do...

Today, my mum fetch me to sch.. i told my mum the express way is the other way den she say infront also got express way... -_-''' Den we by the PIE which i dun recognise the road to school.. normally i took cab i go by CTE... she drive very slow also la.. by right can reach sch in 20 mins but she took abt 40 mins to reach RP... sian diao.. tot can reach sch by 8.30 but then i reach at 8.50 like dat.. ask her fetch and i took train to sch no difference la..

Anyway we are lost in woodlands.. i dun noe which exit to enter... den pass by the exit to ave 2.. i sian diao.. haha.. den exit by ave 3... which i'm totally lost.. haha.. den i let my mum tour ard woodlands.. abt 10 to 15 mins ba.. lol..

After all the tour ard... i reach W3 realising that there is lab today and i totally forgot.. i didnt bring my lab coat... Most of my frenz having lab today even worst.. haha.. end up lending from the lab technician..

wat a day!..