did this during 3rd meeting....

Your Personality Is Like Marijuana

You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Observation Skills Get A C-

You tend to notice the big things in life...But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

You are Agnostic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care.For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine.You rather focus on what you can control - your own life.And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's" Your Religious Philosophy?

You are 80% Capricorn

How Capricorn Are You?

You Belong in 1966

If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Are 47% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

How Selfish Are You?

Your Luck Quotient: 70%

You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

Your Monster Profile

Insane Worm You Feast On: M&Ms You Lurk Around In: Shopping Malls You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies

What's Your Monster Name?

You Are 72% Lady

Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners. But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette

Are You A Lady?

sian... i missed lesson for 6th times le.. crazy me..

dunnoe what i wan sia...

tml.. got class.. but i jus feel like there isn't any.. whahaha

i think i'm lazy lo.. hehe.. all i wan is play... lol..

yest... went to meet up with my frenz and my sis at gelang bahru (my old house) and play pool.. as usual lousy me... actually dun really like playing pool.. but then.. dunnoe what else to do le.. haha.. then chit chat till like 12 plus.. hehe..

today.. went orchard with my fyp de team mates to work on our presentation.. hum.. quite well done actually.. lol.. very happy.. finally can relax regarding our presentation liao.. haha.. after that.. suppose to go guitar but then very far lo.. haha..
anyway my frenz needs to wait for her bf to finish class at 10pm wor... so sweet of her.. haha.. since i had nothing to do, so i stayed with her till 9.30pm ba.. for like 5hrs i was with her.. anyway we enjoy ourselves walking ard la.. haha...

I HATE MY PARENTS.. haha..
they very mean to me...
my fridge, have all kind of milks and gassy drinks.. but none i can drink, sian diao.. there is like so many bottles of coke, sprite, FnN... which i don't drink... and milk which i can't even drink.. hai.. why like dat.. haha.. there isnt any bottle of like green tea or fruit juice.. hai..

Check out my frenz blog... it's real cool.. haha.. anyway he's damm pro in IT.. whaha..


http://www.friendster.com/guiquan

booo...

can't slp...

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bye........

I like tis pic.. haha..

Saturday...

Jus woke up at 1pm.. lol...
Yest. nite my sis took like 2/3 of the bed, den i cannot slp properly lo... anyway my bro not at home last nite, so went to his room and slp. haha.. i think his room very nice to slp compare to mine.. haha.. maybe becos of the bed.. hehe..
Hum.. yest 2 calls from unknown no... somemore call me quite late at night ard 2.30am... think again should be someone close to me de if not won't call me so late.. so decide to sent msg.. haha.. guess what? it's my bro lo.. hai yo.. so weird lo him.. hp can msg de ma.. lol..

Later going to Sam's birthday... think he should be preparing and dressing himself for his birthday now ba.. haha..
e present under my bed has been waiting for you for 2 weeks le lo.. erm.. sounded like quite bad rite, put people present under my bed.. but then.. it's kind of big.. a4 size box.. my room no space to put le.. haha..

so sian.. now till later dun noe what to do.. it's too short to study for UT 'n' do my FYP things...

some facts..

Stayhome daddy have a higher chances of getting heart disease compared to Man who works outside.

Cancer causing bottles

so -_-"' Diao lo... got this from my frenz blog actually.. whahah... and i alway reuse bottles de.. hum... shall get my own bottle le... haha.. my sis complaining that i alway bring home bottles de den my room are filled with bottles wherever there are space. cos each time i go to sch, i will get one before i reach MRT station. lol... but i dun like those plain water leh.. hehe.. prefer sweet drinks.. lol..

Anyway.. read on..

This may be very true.Do you know chemical released by plastic water bottles can cause cancer ?
It is not the water that will affect you but the chemical released from the bottle.
The next time you get a bottle of mineral water, do check for a triangular sign on the base. You will see a number in the triangle. If the number is higher than or equal to 5, then this bottle is safe for more than one-time use.
Whatever number under 5 will release the chemical. Most mineral / drinking water bottles are made for one-time use and you will notice they are marked 1.
So, do check and do not reuse such bottles marked 1.

But then.. when i went to search for it...

Reusing Plastic Water Bottles

Rumor:This email begins by saying “Many are unaware of poisoning caused by re-using plastic bottles,” and says “bottles are safe for one-time use only; if you must keep them longer, it should be or no more than a few days, a week max, and keep them away from heat as well.” The email says the bottles contain DEHA, which it calls a potential carcinogen.

Fact:This email apparently relies on a student’s college thesis to make scary claims about water bottles. In fact, DEHA is not inherent in the plastic used to make these bottles, and even if it was the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) says DEHA "cannot reasonably be anticipated to cause cancer, teratogenic effects, immunotoxicity, neurotoxicity, gene mutations, liver, kidney, reproductive, or developmental toxicity or other serious or irreversible chronic health effects." Meanwhile, the International Agency for Research on Cancer (IARC), says diethylhexyl adipate "is not classifiable as to its carcinogenicity to humans."

It's sunday again...

This sunday was different from others... haven been staying home for so many weekends.. i'm so bored la.. haha..
this afternoon was doing my FYP.. den do till half way.. dunnoe what else to include in..
wanted to take a nap.. but couldn't slp.. so watch TV lo.. watching animal channel and discovery channel.. haha.. so bo liao.. watch till four really nothing to do le lo..
realise that i still have books haven return to the library so went to the library to return and borrow 3 more books.. hehe

after borrowing my books went down to orchard to catch movie with frenz... watch campus ghost stories.. erm.. at the end of the movie i dun get what it means la.. whahaha.. but then ok la.. there is few shocking moments.. the worse one was from my frenz.. haha... stupid la.. lol..
Anyway, i did enjoyed the movie with you la.. haha.. thanks for coming out.. bleh..

actually was going to slp at 11.. but then.. i'm scanning picture into lappy, and surfing net.. haha.. went to see my old frenz de friendster.. hehe..
hum.. now 12.30 le..

recently have been hard getting to slp.. feel like taking up slping pills to help me slp.. haha.. everytime lie on bed for few hrs then can't slp lo even when i'm very very tired... keep thinking abt things.. hai.. hopefully things will get better.. hehe

jus now read a few pages of a books about drugs addict de story... den i read about one who said that he doesn't like study, perhaps is becos he wants to see result fast..
i think i'm the same too... maybe that explained why i'm alway skipping school, further more those modules are which i find it meaningless..
I dun understand why there is this kind of study system... it really sucks to core.. everything you do required cert, and most of the time those modules we study are not going to be used.. why can't we look for a job that we like, and den we go for courses.. which we learn what is needed and not something redundent. isn't this better... hai.. i'm feeling like i'm just wasting my time.. lol..
i've skipped my lab mangement, proteomics 4 times, genomic and computer animation 3 times.. i wonder if i will still go any further? i noe it's going to affect my grades really bad.. but i have no idea why it just didnt bother me. lol..

what i feel is that grade doesn't determine whether you are good or not... so what you have good grades and all, but then when out to work you know nothing at all.. from what i know and i truely believe it, studying and working is a totally diff thing..

erm.. i think i should go slp le.. it's 12.55 le.. nite..

Eating disorder??? lol

I realise that i have been very unhealthy.. haha..

Didnt eat for the whole of Sunday and didnt actually realise it, till late at night. But not really that bad la, cos i had 2 pan cake. However it doesn't even fulfiled a requirement for a meal.. lol..

Recently only had like one meal a day.. erm.. that's quite crazy. but then it didnt really bother me. maybe becos i'm too tired to be bother, or i'm just too hungry that after awhile i had forgotten abt it.

it's always, either i eat alot/very little or i don't eat.. but it's not something that i could have control.. haha.. maybe it's my mindset ba..

Probably i have weird stomach.. lol... having no idea of what's fullest means and when to eat or when to stop eating.

quite worried that one day i might have eating disorder or disease related... lol..

Can't wait till the last day of my poly...

Bleh... so long nv blog liao...

quite busy with my sch, work, and IGs... almost lost my sense liao...
down with flu for 6 day recently... now recovering from flu but down with sore throat... sian diao..

for this two days has been canceling everything and stay home.. quite sian la but then.. for the sake of resting also for the better of sch reopening and so..

had been not caring for anything.. and i think it some how improve my 'life'.
maybe i'm holding on too much things that i couldn't breath... now that i couldn't be bother to care much, i felt much better..

while.. i'm waiting for the next holiday to do my pp.. hehe.. might be too late though.. but i trust myself i can do it.. : )

jus wanted to improve on my study for this semester first.. haha.. attendance have not been good.. erm.. quite hard to buck up now.. jus wanted to keep everything at rest first..

regarding band.. i guess i put too much effort into those 'nonsense', wasting my strength which in the end goes into nothing... erm.. not much idea about what i'm going to go next... just couldn't wait to step down... i knew very well the prob in it, just that have no idea how to cope with it. it's e prob with none can help... i guess it's hard... ain't going to blurt anything more, just keeping it with myself... it aim nothing good... the best thing i can do is take a step at a time... multitasking ain't a thing to handle it myself...

maybe that's why recently doesn't feel like asking band people to go out when i wanted to stay out so much..

wonder when's the next time i'm going to blog... stressful life..

Photo taken recently

hum... i got so much stuff to write about actualy.. but i'm just being too lazy to write...
anyway write about the memorable stuff ba..
where shall i start from leh?

maybe last two weeks ba...
okay, same thing happen as my previous blog.. still the same went out with frenz and all.. dun wan to get home.. den one night while out with my frenz drinking what ever shit forgot le but can get it from 7-11 cos we got it from there.. then those two of my best guys frenz drank carslberg along the river. so we sat there talk, smoke (erm, not me la), listen to music. that's all we did. lol. when we were about to leave... i saw a snake! on the chair where we sat on.. let me describe the chair... it's a wooden kind of bench.. just imagine you are at a beach where there is wooden bench. the wooden bench is like those a few pieces of wood put together with space inbetween each wood. then there is the stone which place the wood, making it look like bench. in some where inbetween and underneath the wood where the stone is lie the snake. maybe it's slping or resting.. lol.. not sure.. but is damm scary la, just sitting above the snake. my frenz when to disturb the snake as it's quite small.. reall small la. width is about 1cm while length.. i dun noe quite long la.. my frenz use a stick to drag the snake out to the floor.. den it 'ran' to the grass patch.. this stupid frenz wanted to catch it and put into a bag, however he failed.. whahah.. and so we left..

Next event was.. i went out with my gal frenz till 6 in the morning... not sure why we had so much to chat about.. we walked from places to places and back to same places... every where we go we find a place to sit, drink and eat. and spent quite alot that day. but each place we didnt eat much la.. jus a few bites. hehe.. that was damm cool experience... lol.. it's like we nv say no to each other... i like the ok let's go on and on outing or wat ever.. maybe that's becos we were frenz 4 many yrs le.. i nv get this kind of feeling before and it's really hard to find..

hum.. while there are more la.. but erm.. let's go back to sch.. whahaha

while... realise i have skip sch for 5 days le... can skip 3 more days, erm.. quite sad for myself.. but on the other hand yes i'm happy with what i'm doing.. cos i had all the fun i had, all the craziness i wan, if only every day were like this.. but there are things called schooling and working which spoil the life i wan.

i think i already lost my own soul... i couldn't feel the soul is with my body.. body wan this while the soul wants other. the things i should aim for is study and not fun... but it's hard for me to get back to the mood of study.. i guess it is just too stressful for me, actually i can take stress, but then it's aimless for me to study. most of it was becos, it's just not something i like. the subject and all... hum.. realise that i only do what i like.. stubborn.. whaha.. for this sem guess the onli subject i love are com anima, den maybe lab management..
proteo and genomes... i guess i just can't make sense out of it.. it's all just erm.. what the fuck am i studying all these.. it just seem... not my cup of tea..

Now about guy in sch...
well... since yr 1 started and the 1st time i saw that guy, i think he's cool and has his character.. i dun say i admire him becos i dun like the word admire... it's fake, bull shit.. it were just merely liking. lol.. ya, so i said wat i wanted.. haha. not sure why, it just so happen that each time i went out with frenz, there might be possibilities i will see him, and it's always at orchard. lol.. maybe he alway go there.. and so am i.. whaha.. erm. i do remember taking the same bus from tanglin to orchard... hai ya.. he alway take that bus one.. lol.. anyway he was sitting beside me la.. just got to know his name recently..lol.. anyway... i think i'll nv approach him or wat so ever.. cos we are just living in two different world.. diff frenz, life and... further more i dun like one of his frenz la.. cos of his attitude and mouth speaking nonsense and damm vulgar.. other than that is stil ok la.. wat ever it is.. i dun think we are suitable for each other..

anyway there is someone who wat ever la.. but dun think i will wan.. as there are many reason.. and yes that i've already guess so that this day of wat ever.. lol..

erm.. i think i like to keep people guessing.. whaha.. therefore my blog is like dat... there's also other reason la..

that's all...
i wan to slp le... good nite..

Hi everyone...

lol.

Haven been bloggin for abt one month.. erm.. i'm just lazy and not in the mood.
For the past one month, i just felt like slacking at home and not doing anything. Well, actually i was kind of doing what i was hoping. Just working at borders like erm.. kind of not me.. lol.. cos there were not band practice, no guitar practice.. for the first three weeks i was just purely working and slping at home when i'm not working. then comes the last two weeks where i had fun like crazy and doesn't want to go back sch.. so much thing happen last two week. keep going out with frenz, poly frenz, ex sch frenz and so on..
and finally sch started and i was working on sunday nite till 11 and i didn't manage to get a slp after monday sch, not even a nap. then i went to my frenz grandma funeral and accompanied her till like morning 5am, went back home with my frenz didnt even slp for a few minutes, bath and go sch... erm.. den in sch i couldn't concentrate. i did my work as usual, but i slept through the whole of third meeting. trying to keep myself awake, but i can't, the class was just too boring and deadly. listen for a few minutes of talking and i dozed off.. whaha.. finally get home but then i didnt slp, forgot abt what i was doing, but slp onli after like 10pm.

erm.. think i wan to slp liao.. cont when free... not really in the mood to think abt what i wanted to write.. hehe just being myself. lazy!
Damm sian every morning have to wake up like 6.30am but who cares, as usual me alway wake up at 7am, couldn't wake up any earlier. usual wake up time because the sky turn brighter. :D

hai....

damm sad... currently, i couldn't be bother with any thing liao.. that's why everything i do is failing me.. i not sure why.. i jus dun wan to do anything.. maybe i'm real tired.. hai.. all i noe is that i wan to play.. i dun to care about study all this.. hai.. super sian.. it's getting worse and worse...
actually this sem is so much easier and rite.. i can score better but.. i'm just getting worse.. hum.. most likely is becos of my attendance.. hai..

suddenly, i feel like giving myself a rest.. but i couldn't.. how i wish.. i can be like others rite now.. dun have to care about anything... and just go for holidays.. hum.. me leh.. got to care abt all the nonsense.. hai.. i just feel like giving up.. taking up so much stuff only stress meself..

boooo....

hum.. so long nv blog liao.. hehe.. starting of the week mon got chalet... and etc... till now den free to go online.. but.. dun wan to stay long too.. cos i'm working morning shift.. going to slp soon

i think i'm crazy liao...

Hum... seriously... i really dun noe how to cope with many many things.. hai...
sometime there are so much things to handle that you lose control of yourself.. i realise i'm impatient, hot tempered, petty and everything bad recently... i can't centralise myself... it may just be some small things but i will get easily irritated... not sure why?

was it becos i have too much things to handle that i feel frustrated... was it becos of the problems that i'm dealing with... was it becos i've no time for myself to relax, everyday there are things for me to busy with, most of the days.. i really have no time for myself to relax.. even when relaxing, i can't rest well becos too many things are running in my head...

i wan to find back the old me... when i can endure with many things... where i really think though, where i'm not the heck care type... i really realise i change so much.. from being quiet becoming more takative.. which is good.. becoming lamer... and all the nonsense things come out when with frenz outside.. perhaps i'm really too stress up.. god help me pls...

for a very long time i didnt turn up in front of god.. i realise something.. when you really started not coming often to find god... things start to change.. maybe becos the onli time i can relax is when i'm with god..

maybe i should really give myself a few days of break... at home and do nothings.. so that to centralise myself, to give myself enough time to do my personal things... like pack my room or so on.. hehe..
very tired.. only had 4 hrs of slp den go to work at 9 till 8... hai... life is full of ups and downs... when you have fun you should give yourself time to rest... the amount of energy use up should be equivalent to the amount for resting.....

i think i shouldn't let myself being lock in a box... i should open up this box so that everyone can enter... to be open to everyone, making myself happier.. getting to know more friends is so much fun... of cos not to meet the wrong one.

In life i'm those sort of person who will do anything that makes my life better, enjoying myself, instead of keeping myself onli to myself.. i will jus end up the same. i shouldn't be so narrow minded.. i think i'm, though many dun noe. i'm jus thinkin...
i think when we are having fun we shouldn't let anything disturb us.. we shouldn't let ourself be constricted by something... if want to have fun have it all the way with the best thing ever... study.. den study all the way.. i'm those kind who do to the fullness.. unless i really have something important.. else i will nv spoil the mood.. hehe.. if i dun wan.. den i dun even wan to touch it.. cos i really hate things to be done half way.. whaha... that's why my room is always in a mess... cos i dun have the time to do.. if i do it would do real nice.. but one or two weeks later it would end up being the same.. whahah...

think what i'm trying to say here is i nv let my frenz down... will try to fulfill what they want... i seldom turn down their offer... dunnoe why i'm this kind of person... it might not be good sometime... haha.. but then life in poly are so short... we should enjoy ourselve to the fullness, further more, some times it's really hard to get all the people to come together.. there always be time for your other thing... it's abt organising your time ba... maybe that's why i can cope with so many things at a time.. while some people tends to give up.. becos they need time to rest and for some nonsense things...
my logic is that.. whatever you can do or find now, you can nv find it again next time... things are not going to be the same anymore.. so tresure it..

Mum in hospital...

hai... receive a message from my sis during my break at 2pm... that my mum was in hospital.. wanted to leave the work place.. but becos borders was busy and lack of man power today... the manager couldn't let me off.. so i stay lo.. actually he said something like try to stay if can... and after thinkin rite.. i stay lo.. since got my sis to accompany my mum le. knowing that my best frenz was there to accompany my sis so jus endure with a few hrs since it isn't really bad.
after work quickily rush to TTSH.. but didnt manage to see my mum.. cos only one visitor are allow to visit her at a time.. so i jus have to wait.. den accompany my frenz to smoke.. lol.. jus nice after smoking my mum can be warded to a room.. so we jus follow her up to the bed there lo.
ard eight we left for our dinner... however, i was worried abt my dad cos he has not arrive yet.. so called him up, realising he's on the way.. so i asked my frenz to leave with my sis without me, will go find them later.
so i went to look for my dad at novena square then go gardian to buy some stuff for mum.. after buying went up to find my mum.. by right they said that the visitor time is only untill 8pm.. however my dad and i reached there after eight.. lol..
den i stayed for awhile when i was abt to leave the doctor finally came.. after so much of waitin from afternoon 2 till 9... aiyo...
so i took cab to find my frenz at serangoon garden chom chom... i felt kind of bad cos my mum in hospital and i'm like outside with my frenz enjoying.. but i can't do anythng also.. and my dad didnt say anything, and encourage me to go...
at there waited for sometime to find a sit.. whaha.. we order quite alot of things.. and the first thing i ask my frenz to order didnt come at all. it's fried oyster.. we decided not to care abt it and leave.. cos we have stay quite long there, as in we have been eating for quite long... and we are full liao..
went KTV after that at serangoon garden also.. K garden again.. lol.. saw my frenz there.. as in at serangoon garden. so we stay at the KTV till 1 like dat.. after dat we sent people home.. whaha.. my dat frenz driving.. hehe.. total there is 8 of us.. lol. hum.. the journey home was very very long.. first suppose to sent the one who stay at ponggol (wat ever it's spelled) but end up sending the one who stay at woodland first (who is the driver galfrenz. lol), becos of one wrong turn.. den come back to punggol again.. after that suppose to be our turn.. but we got lost at punggol... haha.. the one who noes the road was slping.. actually we went out of punggol le, reach pasir ris, then tampines after sometime.. den take the wrong route come back to punggol.. den dunnoe how to get out liao.. so it's time to wake the person up.. whaha.. so manage to find our way out la.. den on our way back to my house.. got one stupid frenz went to open the window while the car on fast speed cos on a very long and no traffic road... it hurts our ears, got pressure. guess becos of the different pressure outside and in the car somemore in veyr fast speed. but he doesn't feel it. maybe becos he's near the window that is open.. got scolded like erm.. not really hell la.. but being scolded by us la.. stupid..
manage to reach home at 3am.. hai.. a 2hrs ride to home. lol.

i'm really glad that i have all these frenz, when i have trouble they come and help... two of them actually take half day off from their camp after receiving call from my sis to visit my mum.. i'm so touch, even i didnt do that la..

Thanks Bing wei, jason, guo qiang, gui quan, mu zhen and jia ying from coming down...
these four guys are my very best frenz.. hehe.. sad that i'd moved, else you guys can alway come my house and talk cock.. we stay in the same area that's why.

i going slp. good nite.

i'm complaining!!!

hai.. i hate this.. hate it hate it... thinking of it jus make my nerves burst..
i think i very suay today... everything that i wan i couldnt get it...
what's wrong with me.. or is it jus the people.. argggg...
1st... where has all my FYP team mates gone to? while i only manage to get elaine and jasmine.
2nd.. i forgot to get our FYP faci no. before elaine go slp.. elaine!!!
3rd.. Ying Ying where you gone to??? i very very long nv talk to u le.. call u nv pick up also... hai..
4th.. i'm trying to call up yunus.... he hang up my call..
5th.. thinking of ways to get my the other FYP teams on msn... the one i noe not online. the rest i dun have their contacts...
6th... noeing jon and vik are frenz of fad, but jon not online
7th.. talking to vik online so tried to get his no... but he said it's in his old phone... arggg!!!
8th.. i dun wan to think anymore..
9th.. i wan to get the hell out of all this things...


What the hell am i doing.. hai... why got so much last min things...
I HAD ENOUGH...
TOO MUCH TOO MUCH....
guess that certain things i need to give up.. i couldn't take up so much stuff... i dun wan to stuff myself with all the things and people doing nuts.
i think organising my stuff is very very important... i very long nv do that liao... arggg..... i think i need to slp..
bye...