Bleh... so long nv blog liao...

quite busy with my sch, work, and IGs... almost lost my sense liao...
down with flu for 6 day recently... now recovering from flu but down with sore throat... sian diao..

for this two days has been canceling everything and stay home.. quite sian la but then.. for the sake of resting also for the better of sch reopening and so..

had been not caring for anything.. and i think it some how improve my 'life'.
maybe i'm holding on too much things that i couldn't breath... now that i couldn't be bother to care much, i felt much better..

while.. i'm waiting for the next holiday to do my pp.. hehe.. might be too late though.. but i trust myself i can do it.. : )

jus wanted to improve on my study for this semester first.. haha.. attendance have not been good.. erm.. quite hard to buck up now.. jus wanted to keep everything at rest first..

regarding band.. i guess i put too much effort into those 'nonsense', wasting my strength which in the end goes into nothing... erm.. not much idea about what i'm going to go next... just couldn't wait to step down... i knew very well the prob in it, just that have no idea how to cope with it. it's e prob with none can help... i guess it's hard... ain't going to blurt anything more, just keeping it with myself... it aim nothing good... the best thing i can do is take a step at a time... multitasking ain't a thing to handle it myself...

maybe that's why recently doesn't feel like asking band people to go out when i wanted to stay out so much..

wonder when's the next time i'm going to blog... stressful life..