Hum... seriously... i really dun noe how to cope with many many things.. hai...
sometime there are so much things to handle that you lose control of yourself.. i realise i'm impatient, hot tempered, petty and everything bad recently... i can't centralise myself... it may just be some small things but i will get easily irritated... not sure why?
was it becos i have too much things to handle that i feel frustrated... was it becos of the problems that i'm dealing with... was it becos i've no time for myself to relax, everyday there are things for me to busy with, most of the days.. i really have no time for myself to relax.. even when relaxing, i can't rest well becos too many things are running in my head...
i wan to find back the old me... when i can endure with many things... where i really think though, where i'm not the heck care type... i really realise i change so much.. from being quiet becoming more takative.. which is good.. becoming lamer... and all the nonsense things come out when with frenz outside.. perhaps i'm really too stress up.. god help me pls...
for a very long time i didnt turn up in front of god.. i realise something.. when you really started not coming often to find god... things start to change.. maybe becos the onli time i can relax is when i'm with god..
maybe i should really give myself a few days of break... at home and do nothings.. so that to centralise myself, to give myself enough time to do my personal things... like pack my room or so on.. hehe..
very tired.. only had 4 hrs of slp den go to work at 9 till 8... hai... life is full of ups and downs... when you have fun you should give yourself time to rest... the amount of energy use up should be equivalent to the amount for resting.....
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