to my beloved......

family problems.. who doesn't have it...
the reason i study may not be for myself.. i jus like the feeling of being in sch... frankly speaking, i'm very lazy when comes to study... trying hard not to let the laziness take over mi...

i really believe in fate (not faith)... who ever we are, what ever we can do is not within our control... God has already lay the path for us, we can choose another road. it may not be as good. for this moment, jus do what ever we want, as long as we are able to. we can choose the bad or good path... good path required lots of work and effort, while bad one will be easier... however, choosing the wrong path.. you won't be any happier... it may not be the one you wan...
what ever it is... if you think is better this way then you should go ahead...
i would say try not to give up on anything till the last moment when you really cannot take it, then come to think abt it again.. it won't be too late...
dun worry about anything, tml will comes its way.... tml will be a better day perhap...