i'm very happy recently... not sure why things jus came smoothly as i wan to...
sometimes when i jus tot of a things, or jus thinking if it would happen, i tot it wouldn't happen... but when i look straight, it was there without further thoughts...

i not sure how i going to do it for my study... each time i think i very scare i could not graduate with diploma... i hope god would help me in this area, which i'm really weak in... i jus not used to studying so hard, i couldn't take so much stress, i will cry...
i very scare but i dunnoe how to start...
sometime i really feel like quiting my work... i couldn't take it... but i really got no choice... i jus wan to concentrate on study for now... but how? with my work requiring mi to work at least 20 hrs a week.... hai... worrying abt so much stuff in life is so tiring...
crying in my heart
i'm not as strong as i used to when i jus came to RP...



especially these few days... have been alway waiting to c him... tot that i would nv get to c him this holiday... hum... keep seeing him these days after he's back... 3 times in a row (in 2 days)... couldn't believe it also...
in market, walk pass each other in train station (he was just next to me and he didn't see mi, :( sob sob..), at the bus stop (took the same bus too)

few days back still thinking if i will see him outside... as i tot, i will only be able to c him in sch...
not sure y heaven is making mi happy... i guess i'm crazy... really miss him... how would i able to let it go...
anyway... whether if i'm with him or not... i will be jus glad ... for that past memories that this guy had given mi... thanks ya...
for that, this guys has given mi a chance that i will nv forgets, i would say that he's the nicest boyfriend i ever have ( i'm so touched)
wish you good luck, and all the best...
the door will alway be open for you...
currently we (everyone) should focus on our goals first ba (study, hehe)... it's not the time to be involve in relationship yet... it takes time and patient for each other...