I'm missing...

Missing my frenz out there... haven been meeting them for such a long time... hoping to c them soon... but dunnoe when...

Missing my instruments, left it in band room... though it jus yesterday since i touch it... we had a really long played... couldn't control my mouth yesterday, it was far beyond my limit, but i'm trying to build up, i dun wan to be in there for three years and learn nothing. I'm happy enough to play there for a year, and though didnt' really learn alot alot, erm... ok la... i also dun noe if i got improve. but i feel that i didn't, onli slightly.

Missing my frenz in band... they really make a diff in my life... they are cool, fun, cute, joker. they made my day end happier.

Missing the sound of band...

And of cos someone out there... whahaha.. a handsome dude...

so sad... there is so many things that i'm missing...

i miss out guitar... erm... i've given up my hope... only when today jennifer conducting, i feel better... i really prefer her to be the instructor. she adjust not just the rythm but the sound too. that's wat instructor should do. and not alway repeating the same thing and care all abt rythum, though it comes first, but we have being playing it for so many times, till i got sick of it. i'm feeling that, there isn't any thing that makes mi stay... people keep saying sian... but they do nothing abt it... making people more sian... i really dun feel like performing, i dun wan to feel failure...

As times goes by i start to forget... and then reminding myself again later in part of my life...
The things you see it, you want it, but you cant have it. that's how sad life is. hum... you can if you work hander for it. guess, most of the things can, but u need to work for it. things doesn't come easily rite? jus that in some part of your life you choose not to have it, cos you dun need it anyway, it's jus the feeling of having it. sometime it makes a difference but at times it don't.