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Wow... so long didn't enter to my own website and blog le.

Since started working.. didn't even thought about coming to blog, i guess nothing much to talk about. work is boring as well, further more it's like everyday in the office, face the com, you don't even want to things about going online when you got home.

Upcoming Movies to Watch

1. Step Up 2
2. Evangelion
3. Untraceable
4. Vantage Point
5. Semi-Pro
6. The Bucket List (a Must watch)
7. Charlie Bartlett
8. Doomsday
9. Iron Man
10. What Happens In Vegas
11. Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull
12. Sex and the City???
13. The Incredible Hulk
14. Hellboy 2: The Golden Army
15. The Dark Knight
16. The Mummy 3: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor
17. X-Files Movie
18. Mamma Mia!
19. Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince
20. The Day The Earth Stood Still

the list go on and on...

Mock Exam is here!!!

First mock exam on the 23rd of feb (Sat, Afternoon) - Introduction to Economics
Follow by ...
26th Feb 08 (Tue, Night) - Mathematics 1
6th Mar 08 (Thur, Night) - Statistics 1
7th Mar 08 (Fri, Night) - Principle of Banking & Finance
11th Mar 08 (Tue, Night) - Statistics 2
Finally last one on the 13th Mar 08 (Thur, Night) - Mathematics 2

Few days after my last exam, i will start my revision on the 18th March 08 (Tue) and last revision on the 25th April 08... In between there will be guitar concert on the 22nd of march 08 (Sat) and i'm having lesson from 10 to 5... Part time studying and full time working is not child play.. Schedule is so tight... Hai...

and First actual exam falls on the 8th May 08.... ends three weeks later on th 23rd May 08...

jus got home only.. i must say i'm having real good time these few days since prob last week but really enjoying was these past few days from 22 dec onward. i nv drank so much in my life before, cos i'm unsure of my own limit, and i dun wan to get drank. hehe anyway that day i tried to drink much more than usual though not really alot. not at the level of drank yet, but i vomited. lol.. den went back to finish up one last cup. haha. It's really enjoyable, and tonight went out to celebrate christmas with the same group of frenz again... didnt really enjoy at orchard, cos whole lot of ppl there.. that's so scary. anyway i dun wan to take the public transport cos i noe it would be crowded. took a taxi down to taka, thanks to the raise in fare there wasnt really a jam anywhere near orchard except at the taxi stand of taka. and lucky my frenz drove there, if not got to squeeze our way out of taka. that's e only day that i dun wish to get out of taka. hahaha.. my frenz walk from the mrt took her some time to reach taka, she was complaining abt how crowded outside was...

Anyway i wan to get my slp soon although i'm still awake and clear minded.. i've been staying awake for like 24 hrs now... lucky today not working if not i got to stay awake for another 12 hrs. haha.. i'm meeting them later in e evening for movie.. i'm legend.
BTW i'm off till next year 2nd jan going back to work...
ok.. morning to all and sweet dream for me..

Went out to celebrate Guo Qiang birthday yesterday which is 22 dec...
Suppose to meet Bing Wei to buy present for birthday boy, tot for awhile, i'm going to buy present for him to so didnt ask him out. When we met up for dinner, he told me he's waiting at home for my call.. lol.. i tot was pretty late the time i went out to buy present, it's was abt 3 i reach bugis, and i finish buying presents ard 4 plus. didnt expect to be that quick, cos buying birthday presents for 3 guys i guess is not that easy and ME alone??? walking ard bugis for abt half an hour, but i couldnt fing any, so tot of going to orchard instead, but then was raining outside so just walk ard at bugis again, den i found that perfume shop it's located at one end of BHG la... couldnt find lo.. End up buying all 3 gifts from there.. while the other 2 is actually belated birthday present, so brought for Qiang a levis jeans, quan a perfume forgot wat brand liao and wei a levis polo T. hope everyone likes their persent. hehe. It was a pretty good shop, haha, since so long i nv shop so shiok le, but all is not for me. sadded.. tot a taxi to central after my shopping, before that i brought some magazine at kino, so i can read while waiting for them at starbucks. waited for them till 8 plus la.. so late then come sian man.. suppose to meet at 7.30pm. lucky got some came early to accompany me at least i dun have to wait alone for the birthday boy to come at abt 8 plus. oh we had our dinner at Sun with moon japanese restaurant, i make a reservation outdoor so they can smoke and we end up with a bill of 346 something.. for 12 person. i think that's ok for once in awhile..

we headed to top one KTV behind bugis, and we waited awhile at central cos ah poh quarrel with her gf, that's wat we guess. so we left them behind and move on to our activity.
OK. our plan, prob is my plan is to have dinner at central so we can go drink at clark quay, but then our dear birthday boy wanted some privacy... -_-'' so we went to our usual hang out, at KTV. we went to the Top one KTV but we didnt like it cos the room super small jus nice for 8 sitting.. dam sian manz.. we went back to amk hub, scarlet, think that's the best KTV. the room is big, the service is good. so that's prob the plan for next outing.. at amk hub.. our new hang out. last time we use to go k box, k box not that big too.. scarlet is alot more better but then the song selection for new song is quite limited, still you are able to find popular song la. so not that bad.
We had two bottles of chivas for 8 person now.. cos one couple quarrel the other went to watch movie, wonder if they manage to catch any. hehe. While that's make qiangz drunk, he very long nv get drunk le cos he alway got to drive.. hehe.. i didnt noe he got so much crap to talk, although we noe he's still consious but he barely able to walk properly. we sitted outside amk hub jus to wait for him to finish his talk. lol.. oh we finish our KTV at 3 and chat till abt 4 in the morning.. i couldnt have a sweet nice slp la. i did have for abt 2 hrs, but woke up by dunnoe wat, went back to slp again but this time woke up by my sis and my dad and couldnt went back to slp again. i'm so awake right now. i was a bit not happy with my sis, cos she told me to buy wrapping paper, but then i brought 3 tot 1 for her while the rest i can keep it or use it, but she end up using all jus for one present. -_-'' she can use newspaper if she wants to wrap it again and again ma. wrapping paper not cheap la, and it's thos very nice one lo, or the bottom can use some cheap one. but then wat to do... wrap already cannot unwrap and i'm not so mean. not she buy one not heart pain, but i see liao also kiat xim ar..
i will upload the pics later...

I'm pretty disappointed and angry with my frenz.. she tot that i'm on leave today so didnt bother to call me and ask me out for lunch.. i felt like an idiot. i didnt expect they will leave on the dot for lunch, while actually i dun think i'm that late too.. i called my frenz slightly before 12 but no one pick up so i tot maybe she went to toilet.. den i went out to wait for them.. waited for quite some time, i was wondering how come no one here yet. so i went upstair to look for them but didnt expect i dun see anyone. and so i called up my frenz, they actually reach the place already lo. I nv said i'm on leave today, and it's common sense to say that my senior is on leave today how can i be on leave too.?? that's wat make me so angry. although she kept apologised to me, but it didnt help in cooling me down. I'm still angry now inside but i didnt show it, i was like ok lo, watever.
Prob i'm over reacted, not sure wat will others do. Most likely will be worst if it's others???

I wonder why last time i have the time and patient to change skin frequently, now i'm trying to change it. i find that firstly i lost touch on how to edit.. haha.. and secondly last time i forgot use wat program to do it, now i try to do it couldn't find.. haha.. and lost of stuff to update and change... I think i wun change my template le, jus leave it as it is. unless i'm super bo liao, and very patient.. haha..

stress up... actually every end of the year isnt a very good month... cos i'm alway so busy with meeting up with frenz and means spending more money and buying/shopping for x mas presents.

At work now and today is so boring... it's monday.. yet i'm so tired although i had enough rest.. i think i'm really waiting for holiday which i dun have actually. lol.. self declare holiday.. whaha. going for sch later.. it's going to be a long day..

It's pretty quite in office today. and my frenz having lunch in the office and didnt really want to join those middle age ladies. So sian to have lunch with them everyday. meet up with grace to have lunch with her at Ghim Moh. SHe's rather moody today, so am i.. haha. Heard that her interview was pretty bad which made her lost her mood for the day and lost her confidence level at the same time. hai.. anyway i wish her good luck for her new job. :) hopefully this job will accept her and it will be a better one for her. i'm so mean.. keep asking her to quit this job and find a new one, and now she did. I'm happy for her. haha. While... waiting for the good news to come by. for me.. i will continue slacking.. whaha.. after dec i will start to chiong liao.. lol.. mock exam during march leh.. oh my god.. a few month past very quickly one.. i shall not stay so long to blog.. shall get back to my work now..

Think i'm feeling better now. haha.

16 Dec 07

It's been super long since my last blog... i'm kind of lazy to blog partly is becos of my half done blog which i dun feel like editing it. cos changing a template take up some time to do it really nice. and i dun really have the effort and time to do it. also, i dun noe wat to blog too.

Today went out with my poly girl frenz.. Elaine and Felicia..
Supposely to go East Coast Park for cycling. While ya.. in December which wasn't a very good idea, but i really want to cycle that badly.. Anyway we ended up in Suntec shopping, cos elaine told us she doesn''t plan to cycle. haha.

I'm tired.. half done with my template thingy.. and it's look better and easier to tidy up now. it's time for me to go slp.. still got to go work tml. anyway this thursday is a holiday looking forward to it. and next week i'm on leave from 25th onwards to 1st of jan. hehehe. quite a long holiday rite. lastly.. my bonus is on the way.. looking forward to this weekend. hehe :)

It has been a pretty bad morning today... Woke up at 7am.. but went back to slp till 7.30am den wake up and bath den go school.. Probably due to lack of slp cos i only slept at 3 plus am... couldnt get to slp.. and i having problem with my stomach, keep having pain during the nite... I guess is becos of my eating habit so irregular... sian...

But when reached sch my mood got better, so after all is not that bad... But glad i force myself to come sch... lol.. It's the last 4th day of school.. however, i need to come back sch almost everyday for guitar becos of Guitar concert coming soon.

My bro's band concert coming soon.. 9th feb i think.. he keep asking me to go but i'm so lazy to ask ard who wants to go.. every year his concert i will go alone de.. wonder this year will anyone be going with me.. thinking back a few years ago... supposely have to go with my ex.. anyway was very angry with him that time.. cos i bought two tix, he promised me to go and end up nv go... not becos there is something on but he just doesnt wan to go... If dun wan to go why still promise? hai.. anyway not to mention about him le.. I've got a very bad experiences with him... that's why i left.. It's over anyway..


I almost forgotten that today there is a talk for graduating students.. hum... Got to go today...

Over the weekend i didnt go to church... cos sat, i've SAS graduation high tea at Goodwood Hotel and after that I stay with my frenz to till 11 plus pm to celebrate her birthday. den sun cannot wake up to go sunday service.. erm.. I know this shouldnt be happenning but.. i haven got used to waking up early on sunday morning yet... and by now i should have, however i'm not cos of my laziness really got to get rid of this habit.. i think i got too many bad habit kicking them out one by one... Yes! I've gotten over with games, anime (I'm not watching it anymore), lesser of TV drama.. (cos singapore actress and actors really sucks to core, got irritated by their ways of expressing and story line end up i switch off my TV and never to watch that show. But i'm still watching the 7pm show cos it's better than the 9pm one.) Haven gotten rid of laziness... anyway going to be soon.. haha..
On sat, although i never went for sat service, but I met veron's cousin and one of them is a devoted Christian. and she shared with us her experience in coming to know Christ. Then, came to know that my frenz used to believe in christ too. You know life's so interesting.
Will write about it when i'm free.

Casting crowns song really nice... Voice of truth, Who am I, Praise You with the Dance. I will upload to my Multiply.. den you guys can download if you wan, but you need to be a multiply members too.. haha

Here's the link...
http://jesmelyn.multiply.com/music

I got a call for an interview... was pretty shocked actually. It's from AIA, application for an Personal Assistant.. i'm not sure whether this job suit me and I was pretty afraid that i didnt like it.. I really not sure wat i want to be.. so confuse..
I'm pretty sure that i didnt want to further study on a full time basis.

i came to sch at 11 plus am... haha.. cos i dun wan to go for lab session as i'm also lazy to bring lab coat..

The word 'Fats' is coming into my mind... i'm getting fatter and fatter... could no longer stand myself in this way... controlling my temptation on food.. and after graduation i'm going to gym for workout.. i think stress make me keep eating, instead of losing weight... Last time also...

All good foods are unhealthy to health, they are alway oily, and full of proteins. These proteins which unuse become ur fats, adding on to the oil that we ate it become too much for the body to burn away the fats. accumulating more and more fats each day, so i cant go on like this... so if to eat those food, i got to think of way to burn away the excess fats...

longing for the lost love... wonder which was it?
the love which is self center is reducing... while for the other might have increased... no idea... but i'm still longing for both...

to trust is to obey, to love is to fear, to seek is to be hungry, and experiences increase faith.
Wat else more?

Seen or unseen? the eyes does not see the unseen, the ears does not hear the unheard, the mouth speak the untruth.

The world is full of lies...

What you know might not be the truth, the heart might not know, the eyes might not see, the ear might not listen, the mouth might not speak the truth, the brain deceive by the eyes and the ears.

Dunnoe wat am i thinking...

i kept having nightmares recently... Doesnt feel good abt it.. i guess it just isnt a dream dat simple... or probable i'm disturb by something as in keep thinking about something but dunnoe wat is it.. everytime woke up by my dream and it was pretty scary... today i dreamt about haunted house, my frenz and i went to the haunted house and there was 2 other grps of people going there... anyway it really horrible la..

Today woke up... somebody came to my house.. which isnt any good sign at all... affected by all this things... couldnt stop thinking abt it... and not sure wat to do... n it kind of affect my next step.. whether to go on study or not.. i'm very tired..

I noe that it will be very tough for me if i'm going on to study, not the study part.. i shouldnt just think abt myself... but if i'm doing it for my family it's contradicting too...

i'm really lost... i can only wait for God's reply...

Yosh!

Very long nv update blog le.. haha..

My parent want to move house again... sian.. anyway i dun really like my this house but i do like the place.. so it's so near town and mrt is so near.. dun feel like moving.. but no choice parent wan to move wat to do...

Today, my mum fetch me to sch.. i told my mum the express way is the other way den she say infront also got express way... -_-''' Den we by the PIE which i dun recognise the road to school.. normally i took cab i go by CTE... she drive very slow also la.. by right can reach sch in 20 mins but she took abt 40 mins to reach RP... sian diao.. tot can reach sch by 8.30 but then i reach at 8.50 like dat.. ask her fetch and i took train to sch no difference la..

Anyway we are lost in woodlands.. i dun noe which exit to enter... den pass by the exit to ave 2.. i sian diao.. haha.. den exit by ave 3... which i'm totally lost.. haha.. den i let my mum tour ard woodlands.. abt 10 to 15 mins ba.. lol..

After all the tour ard... i reach W3 realising that there is lab today and i totally forgot.. i didnt bring my lab coat... Most of my frenz having lab today even worst.. haha.. end up lending from the lab technician..

wat a day!..

Frenz..

Sometimes.. i started thinking recently..

Too much frenz is not a good things... hai.. As my range of frenz becomes broader my time like becoming shorter and shorter.. Maybe not to everyone but to me.. haha..

I already have to give in my time to so much things like my CCAs, works, School, and sometimes projects, and i got to give my time to my frenz, and not forgeting Christ...

Sometimes watching anime.. haha.. and can you believe that i actually watched 288 of One Piece, 183 of naruto, and recently, 10 of death note, 4 of bleach... whahhaha.. how much time i have wasted on all this.. hai...

Perhaps is becos i dun noe how to organise my time.. haha.. thinking back i really got to sacrifice some of the things on my list..

If i am to carry on like dat... i dun noe how my life would be like... maybe that's why i going lesser to band and guitar... Rite now school work got to be my piriority.. even if someone out there were to say somethings because i didnt give enough time for them.. i got to stand strong.. i cannot waste my time..

It is perhaps lucky that i did not have a boyfrenz.. whahaa.. cant imagine if i really have one... what would i have become... haha

Rite now.. i think i have put my frenz as my piriority not my school work. haha...

My life during holidays isn't feeling good at all... sian...

It's holiday and i've got so much to do.. i really cannot take it anymore... i really wan to run away from all the problems.. But i jus left with 2 months...

I really dunnoe what to do..

Really feel like not living anymore...

Life has been a misery to me.. too much probs to face.. i really lost in dealing with it...

Living a life full of probs, is just like killing me mentally...

Finally i submitted my lab report... n in 15 more days i would need to submit my pp...

I nv go sch again... I think i noe how i can wake up on time and go sch every.. is to slp at 11 every nite.. lol.. i realise i have a standard slping time.. i must at least slp 6 hrs den i will automatically wake up even without an alarm clock..

When ever i slept at 1 i will wake up at 8... den recently actually wanted to slp a few hrs den wake up and do report de.. but went to slp after a few hrs n dun feel like getting up and do my work.. so slp till the morning lo.. den woke up without an alarm clock.. hehe.. so now i must start slping at 11 the latest..

I'm forming a band soon.. hahaha... Now we have a Drummer (Gerald), keyboardist (Grace), a Bassist that's me.. lack of a Vocalist and a Lead Guitarist.. so cool.. cant wait lo.. lol.. It all thanks to Grace who initiated it.. lol..